I have a story to tell..
I met a man. A beautiful man. A man to whom I did not know. A man to whom followed me for months, a man to whom I waited to see for ages. I waited and sat wondering who he was, no one gave me an answer. I kept on waiting and I kept on wondering, nothing happened.
One day, he appeared before me. With his dark hair and his bright blue eyes, he stood there; in front of me, before I could grab him, he had gone. I waited again and I began to wonder, right from the start. Who is he? What’s his name? Where is he from? How old is he?
Then, he appeared again. Right in front of me, but before I could grab him, he had gone.. again. I waited and once more..
There he stood, before me with his beautiful blue eyes staring at me, they made me weak at the knees from the moment our eyes met. He followed me, he laughed at me, he waved at me and he pushed past me. He did everything, but speak to me. I stood there, wondering, why? Why me when the shop is filled with plenty of other women?
He disappeared and I never saw him again.. until one day, when we talked for hours and then.. he had to go, but one day I know he’ll come back.. with the help of Cupid :)
He’s one confusing guy..
I am confused.com
After finally finding out who this guy was, Stuart or Stu, I now am starting to wonder why he followed me, but when I ask him about seeing him in Waitrose, he denies it! The amount of times that I saw him and he followed me, you wouldn’t be able to forget about it, I didn’t and I know a lot of people who have said that they wouldn’t forget about it.
I stopped texting him after a while because he thought it was ‘wrong’ because of our age difference, however; I sent him a birthday message and he replied saying this:
‘Wow, thank you very much. All is well, apart from being ** x Hope your good, did you find someone? x x’
Surely asking whether or not I have found someone must mean something? I am so confused, I don’t know what to think. He gives off mixed signals and they are so confusing. He says that we can’t be in a relationship WHEN I only want to be FRIENDS with him, I told him I wasn’t asking him to commit to me and he ignored that. I really don’t know what to do, it’s so confusing I’m lost.
He also said that he wanted my mums approval, which I suppose is a sign of something but then he said that nothing could happen. Why ask for my mum’s approval and then say nothing is going to happen? How can you say that?
Another thing that is confusing me, when we first started talking, he never put any ‘x’ at the end of his messages, now he puts at least 3 when he can be asked to talk to me. What is he trying to say?
We talked a lot and told each other a lot of personal things, so why shut off all of a sudden and say that we can’t be friends because of the age and because we wouldn’t be able to hang out together? He told me all about his past relationships and I just thought that he was heart broken, so I lift it and didn’t bother to text him until his birthday, but now I’m so confused all I want to do is drive (if I could) up to Guildford and ask him what he’s playing at!
Whenever I tell people about him, they only seem to say ‘Be careful’ or ‘He’s not worth it’ or ‘He’s too old for you’.
Someone, I don’t care who you are, tell me what I’m suppose to do?
Y’know what? I don’t want a big, fancy wedding. I want everything you just said. I want a marriage.
(Source: ptrparker, via fuckyeahfriends)
